For most of my adult life I searched for inner peace outside of myself. I looked for it in relationships, in education, in jobs, in books, in workshops, in exercise, in food, in alcohol, in this, in that, in the other thing. Did I mention baked goods…???
I searched and searched for the magic bullet, the ruby slipper that would take me home to my essence, my joy, the happy life I so desired.
Although I often felt like I was on the verge of greatness, my paradigms (those pesky buggers) always managed to keep me stuck in my story, in my circumstances, in my regrets from the past and my fears about the future.
There was a shadow or two residing deep inside of me that held me back. That kept me from experiencing the peace, joy and happiness I sought and now know I deserve. There is an odd comfort in staying in the darkness. We know it, it is familiar, we can relate to others because of it. And, honestly, it may be an epic story.
My first born, my greatest teacher, taught me a lesson about staying in my story. That staying in my story kept my loved ones in the story as well. He taught me that I really did have the Ruby Slippers I so desired. All I needed to do was put them on. Trust in the magic and I’d be on my way back home.
I am not perfect. I am human. I am perfectly imperfect. I sometimes lose track of my Ruby Slippers. Think that I’ve lost them. But now I know that they are always there for me. They always fit.
You have a pair too! Try them on. They may feel a bit awkward at first, but I promise you will find your own way of wearing them.
Fun. Flow. Freedom.
* Do you need help finding your ruby slippers? Start here with this complimentary series of Life By Design Daily Affirmations. These affirmations are designed with care to remind you of who you are, all that you are capable of and how much you rock. (The first one is the most important.) Enjoy!
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